Spilt Ink III

I want to feel love
I want to get rid of the hate in my head 
I want these demons off of my fucking bed 
I want your images of me to change 
But first I need to introduce you to who I really am
I am a king at self deprecation 
I hate my actions 
I love what I can do with words 
I can stir emotions in you that you never knew 
Sometimes I feel emotionless 
Sometimes I wish I felt emotions less 
Sometimes I feel like I'm on top of the world
Only to awake the next day with the world on top of me
I love to love 
I'm afraid of love 
I want to be validated 
But hate being complimented 
My opinions change everyday 
I wear a cross around my neck
Can't remember the last time I really prayed 
I can get lost in your eyes 
And hate you at the same time 
I want to spend forever with you
But never see you again 
The only thing I can commit to
Is the fact that I will never commit 
I'll strap a bomb around my waist 
Let it blow up in an empty room 
And rid the world of this evil 
You're just another piece to my puzzle
Run away, I'm the devil
But I've got the heart on an angel 
I have a halo hovering over my horns
I’m a villain, disguise it with a cape
That flows in the wind
I’m harmlessly deadly
I'll never let anybody hurt you
But me 
I want your images of me to change 
I want these demons off of my fucking bed 
I want to get rid of the hate in my head
I want to feel love​​