When you're drunk is the only time you seem to know me
You only love me when you’re lonely
And tonight is just another one of those nights
You'll call me up and I’ll be right by your side
I’ll wrap my arms around you as you whisper my name
Everything feels the same 
Then the morning comes, you are already gone
With a note simply reading, “so long"
I guess I’ll just see you the next time you see the bottom of a bottle or two
In the meantime I’ll just finish off this bottle of you
I’m so drunk on this love
But you’re already sobering up
You go on with a dandy ole smile
I cry a river that embarrasses the Nile
You act like these memories are nothing
But for me these memories are the only things that I need to breath
Without them I feel like I am suffocating 
Your silence in my life is so deafening
So I run to the nearest liquor store and buy your favorite bottle 
And write a little note on the bottom 
“Call me when you can read this."

I just want to get drunk and call you up 
Talk about what could have been
We can talk until we sober up
Let’s spill out all the secrets
That we’ve been holding on to
Say everything we never did
I’ll tell you how I love you
You’ll tell me that you miss me
I’ll say I want to hold you
You’ll say you want to kiss me
But we’re still miles away
Speaking only through these empty bottles
We’ll say it was just a drunken conversation
Even though we both know
That we were spilling out our sober thoughts
Dumping everything that’s been drowning
Our minds every night
As we lie restless in our separate beds
While we share connected thoughts
Dreaming about a time where once again
We can reconnect our severed souls
For we both know we’ll never be whole again
Unless I can feel you in my arms
And you can wrap your soul back around me
My bottles getting empty
I reach for my phone and call you up
And read this to you slowly 

I want to talk underneath the stars and watch the sun rise
Get lost in conversation while simultaneously getting lost in your eyes
I want to hold you in my arms until we become one
One mind, one body, one soul, under one sun
I want to listen to your laugh until it echoes in the back of my mind
For the rest of the night as we unwind
Tell me everything that makes your soul tick
And I'll tell you every way our souls click
I want to pause my life in this moment
But with you I don't want a single second stolen
I want to experience everything that we can together
The ups, the downs, anything that we could ever endeavor 
They say God created all the beauty, I think he used it all on you
Whoever said perfection could never be reached obviously never laid his eyes on you
You overflow with sexiness, it's oozing through your pores
I want to see the whole world, so I just look in your eyes and get a world tour
I feel my heart stop and skip a beat as your lips land upon mine
As my sinful lips kiss your lips so divine
I feel the world stop, I feel my blood rush
I feel your heart beat, I feel our souls touch
And in this moment only you and I exist
In this one moment it's not just our lips that kissed
But our minds that connected momentarily
And our souls that intertwined everlastingly 
As the gods and angels rejoice from their heavenly seats
All because our two sets of lips did meet
In this singular moment that will ripple through eternity 
And if this moment ever stops I will be driven to insanity
We are intertwined, we're one
Without you I am none 
Without you I am done
Without you there's no me
Without you....I don't even want to think about a world without you

I’m afraid of the silence
Afraid of what I might find when I explore my mind
When the music goes mute and leaves me with nothing but my thoughts
I am terrified
I have spent years muting my feelings
What have I hid away?
What lives down in the deepest, darkest corner of my mind?
Only the silence will reveal them 
Only the silence is quiet enough to hear their whispers
Quiet enough for them to crawl into the light
To be seen by me and only me 
As I sit alone in this empty room
With just the sounds of the ghosts and creatures
Crawling, reaching, striving to be seen
I’m terrified
Actually terrified
What lives within me?
What monsters have I hidden?
What goes on in my mind when I can’t hear it?
When I can’t see it?
What is brewing in the darkness?
What is speaking in the silence?