Darkness

Lately I've been struggling for the right words to describe how I feel at this moment
So I won't try to be overly poetic about this, I'm just going to be honest 
I miss you, I need you in my life 
I've been sleepless at night 
I stare at my phone hoping that your name pops up in response to my messages 
But I guess your silence is the message, right? 
So if you're going to exit from my life, I guess
I might as well get these last few things off of my chest 
Maybe I was wrong to think that we belong together 
Or maybe I was wrong to confess it all in a letter 
And send it halfway across the world with a stamp that would change this all forever
I can't help but be crazy for you 
I'm in love with everything that you do
I love the way that you make a conscious effort everyday to make the world a better place 
I love that you are always walking around with a genuine smile on your face 
I love the way you look for the good in everything, while most people only see the bad
I love that you can see the potential in anybody, despite the past that they've had
I love the way you bring joy to every day and every night 
I love the way that you light up my dark life 
But if you're so set on leaving it
I might just need to get used to this darkness