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It's been a while since I last posted on this website thingy of mine. My b. But don't worry, I haven't stopped writing. In fact, I have been writing a lot. A ton. Like, so much.

I'm writing a book. It's pretty cool. It's a memoir essentially. A collection of stories about my life. It starts from the I was born and continues until today. I think it'll help you all understand how I became how I am today.

This messed up, self hating, sometimes happy, but mostly sad human thing.

Honestly, I am really proud of it. Which isn't something that I say often. Me? Proud of something that I have created, that's unheard of! But don't get me wrong, there are still days that I hate it. But it's not everyday and that is improvement. 

What else have I been up to? I started taking Instagram seriously for the first time ever. I turned it into a writing instagram. I think it's going pretty well. I've been receiving some positive feedback. Have met some incredibly loyal followers which have turned into friends. It's always nice to share some of your writing.

I'm also sort of in love. Which is, like, super weird. To be so crazy about another human. To have my emotions dependent on them. To have someone constantly on my mind. To have someone to hold at night. To look into her eyes and feel all of my stresses fade away.

It's incredible. It really is.

I've been thinking a lot recently about what I want to do with this website. I have my book to tell stories in, I have my Instagram to share daily poems to, but what am I going to do here? I think writing this has helped me discover that.

I am going to share with you all my journey. My journey in becoming the writer I have always wanted to be and my journey in becoming the human I am bound to become.

Join me. 

(That is not a question, it is a demand. Join me. JOIN ME!)