I am feeling incredibly lazy today. All I want to do is lay around and watch Netflix. I've already watched five episodes of BoJack Horseman (which is an incredible show, by the way.)
I don't know how to break it-- my laziness. My lack of motivation. My desire for sleep. For nothingness.
I feel numb.
That may be a better way of putting it. Numb.
It's all a part of the cycle, though. Sometimes I feel everything-- the breeze, the birds chirping, the air in my lungs-- and sometimes I feel nothing. And right now, I feel nothing.
But I will push through. I always do. Soon enough I will have feeling back in my fingertips. I will not be able to get the pen out of my hand. I will be writing and writing and writing.
But right now I am numb. And all I want to do is sleep.